I want to live in a hallmark movie today.

You know how in cartoons when characters get bonked or ran over or something and a circle of stars hover over their heads? I walked to another room and that happened to me, and for a minute I thought for sure I was either delirious or crazy. This has happened before but for maybe 2 seconds, this time it lasted for at least a full minute. It wasn't a circle either, it was like shooting, metallic stars streaming all over the place. I don't know, maybe I'm nuts. 

I'm bad at journals.

Today it was incredibly cold, but there was something very beautiful about cheney/spokane. Especially when I get to leave my apartment at 5:30 in the morning to drive to work and make coffee for less than perfect people. That sounds cynical but I really don't mean it that way.  The hard part is forcing myself out of bed at 4:30 am. What is it about early morning that is so magical?  Even at disneyland, the most magical place on earth is MORE magical in early morning. When crowds and crowds of people are in the park you miss a lot of detail, even something as simple as a sidewalk which ends up being pretty important when you miss the step onto it. ouch. I have been praying that I could be on more of a schedule, and that I could stop being such a lazy person. Maybe this is just an eye opener to how much of the day I actually waste by sleeping in until 10. By 10 am, I have already showered, ate breakfast, talked to about 50 different people, and made some money. How could I be utilizing my time like this normally, and how can I make it more worthwhile at work? How much detail am I missing daily?